Can He Be Serious?

I told Robert tonight that I didn't think we would last too much longer and NOT because I was the one who wanted to end it. He said that I was wrong and that he loved me and the baby. It's not his love for Giselle that I'm questioning. He knows that. I think I'm definately suffering from post partum depression. I am stuck in the house with nothing to do but housework and taking care of the baby. I miss working and going out and having fun. I know I probably sound spoiled or whatever but I'm not used to being home at all. And even when I go to the store my ma is calling me checking on me! For God's sake, I'm not 13! I'm an adult! This sucks! He said I trapped him by getting pregnant on purpose. How can that be when he is the one free to go do whatever the hell he wants and I'm at home tending to his daughter night and day?!? Nice try babe! If anyone is trapped it is I. I don't want to sound like I'm complaining about taking care of Giselle, cuz I truly love being a mom to her. But it pisses me off when he says he was the one who was trapped. I haven't asked him for a damn thing. Everything he has done for her has been of his own doing. Part of me wishes I had never left Kansas. Maybe things would've worked out for me there. But NOOOOO! I had to love him and miss him and come back to him! Man was I stupid! But I can't deny that I do love Robert very much! I have never felt this way about anyone! And I made the mistake of telling him that. Which means he knows he can play me like a fiddle with no hesitation. I hate that I gave him that power but I don't know how to get it back and keep the relationship in tact. It's times like this that I wish I had Dr. Phil on speed dial! He'd know what to do! And he would help me learn to trust Robert again. And THAT is what I want more than anything in the world! Until...