Do I have to have a title every time?!?

I spent the night at Robert's last night. Mom wasn't very happy about it but I said "What! It's not like we can have sex or anything!" She didn't like my sarcasm. But it had been nearly a week since I stayed there and 4 days since I've seen him. When I got there he hugged me very close to him. Part of me was relieved. Part of me thought maybe he has figured out how to throw me off track and not think he's cheating on me. Jeez am I a pessimist or what?!?! It was a little strange being over there. I spent the night next to Giselle, listening to him lightly snore. I couldn't sleep for I had too much going on in my head. I kept thinking to myself "Is this worth it?" and "Can I really not be with him and be okay?" I also kept thinking that by the time Giselle is a year old we won't be together anymore. Maybe by then my self esteem will be better and things will look up for me and I won't care so much. Who knows!
Anyway, I'm gonna try to get a few pictures uploaded here so catch ya later!