A little goes a long way!

I miss Robert sooo much!!!!!!!!!!! I used to see hime every day nearly but since Giselle was born I see him maybe once or twice a week. Now before anyone jumps to conclusions I used to visit him at night after the boys were asleep. Now that the baby is here I don't want to bring her into the cold. So now I see him at least one weekend night a week and once during the week when he comes to visit. I'm hoping that by March 2007 I will have enough money and the job stability to get a house for rent to own. Then he can come see us whenever he wants! Anyway, I got to see him for about 15 minutes yesterday cuz I had to take Brett to his dad's. So seeing Robert lives about 2 minutes from Dickhead's house I made a little detour. I held on to him like it was the last time I would ever see him. It was nice to just be completely alone with him again. I missed that! So then Dickhead calls this morning and says to bring the other boys for a few hours for his other son's birthday party. I called Robert hoping he blew off work today so I could see him. He never even called me today during his lunch break. He didn't call until 2:30. He says I don't call him anymore. Why bother? He never answers his phone anyway. Okay, enough bitchin. Until...