Crazy messed up weekend(and it's only Saturday!)

Ok, technically it's Sunday, but whatever. Robert and I got into it again last night. Nothing to earthshattering. But I said something I should have never said. Well, two things actually. One, I told him that I had dumped better guys than him and two, if he treated his ex-wife even a tenth of the way he treats me, I could see why she stepped out on him! From what his sister has told me, Sandra was a fiery one not to take any bullshit. So anyway, I feel bad for what I said and apologized because they were unfair shots at him.
Anyway, I stopped being angry after telling him all that was bothering me and we made up. Or so I thought. So he calls me today and tells me his car was towed. It's sorta my fault because I parked in his assigned spot and he parked in a visitor's spot and apparently that is against the rules cuz when he got up this morning, his car was gone! So I went to get him and take him to his car cuz I felt super guilty! I'm lucky they didn't tow my car or I would have been FUCKED! So after he got his car ($125! Scam artists!) we went back to his place (the kids and I) and hung out there. While he and I were making dinner he said something about what I had said (the two things mentioned above) and said if they were said again he would end it. Now I realize that I shouldn't have said and I told him I said it out of anger and although I have said it here I had NO intention of ever saying it to him! But the heat of the moment got to me and I said both of them! Anyway, I just came back with "whatever floats your boat!" cuz I could tell that I had hurt him and I said to him "it doesn't feel good to be insulted and put down does it?" No answer. I mean, what could he have possible said anyway! So I am going to start each day brand new. If I'm angry with him I will put it to rest before I go to bed. If I don't talk to him I will put it here as a kind of therapy. I am good enough. I deserve the best! I want to be with Robert, but if it doesn't work I won't die. Okay, maybe I will die just a little, but with so many guys in the world there has to be one out there for me!
Anyway, off to Giselle's site to take off my picture. Now that Daddy has seen it I don't have to embarrass myself anymore. I need a freakin haircut and Bally's super badly and I don't need the whole world to see it and agree with me!