There is so much good advice...

given to me by people I don't know and it's funny cuz I know these ladies are right but do I take the advice? Of course not! They say it's easier to be on the outside looking in. And I know I should listen. But I know I won't. Why? Cuz I'm stuck in stupid. Or is it on stupid? I don't know. Anyway, I'm just gonna lay low for a while. See what happens. See if he chases after me. When he broke up with me all them times I didn't chase him. I went on. I was miserable, but I didn't call him, nothing. He called me to apologize. Maybe I was stupid for taking him back, maybe not. February 28th will be 2 years. Besides the boys' sperm donor that will be the longest relationship I have been in. Usually about a year to a year and a half I'm bored or miserable and I end it. So, while I'm definately not bored, I'm not happy. I think miserable is a harsh term to use at this point, but if something doesn't change, it won't be that long until it gets there. So to the girls who keep giving me good advice that I'm not taking, please don't be discouraged. I don't know my heritage cuz I'm adopted but I think I have some Italian in me cuz I'm as stubborn as a damn mule! Your words echo in my head all the time (and trust me, it's the truth!) and when push comes to shove, your voices will once again be heard and heeded! Thank you for your wisdom and support. When I can't trust the voices in my head to tell me the right thing to do, I know I can count on you!