Trouble Ahead?

The last 24 hours have been crazy! Got into a nasty tiff with Robert last night (Christmas evening) about whether or not we should stay together. Right now, I could honestly take him or leave him. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not. It does tell me I'm not emotionally dependent on him anymore. That's a good thing. But it almost makes me question how I feel toward him. I know I love him and not because he's my baby's father. I can't say how deep it is because I always believed a deep, strong love had to be mutual and totally even. But it is undeniable that I truly love him. Maybe one day I will feel that from him. But trust me when I say I won't hold my breath!