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Okay. So today is really bad. On top of all the drama with Robert who I haven't heard from since Sunday morning, the doctor that I had the appointment with this morning didn't show up. No phone call, nothing. How unprofessional. What a jackass. And then my tax preparer calls and says I was turned down for an instant refund loan. So now I have to wait. I'm broke and I can't find a job for shit and my heart is breaking. What the hell else can go wrong? At least I'm alive and my kids are healthy. Hey, I had to say something like that right? Depression sucks. But at least I know that is why I'm so crazy.