Coming out of hiding

I'm not ready to do so, but I have to get it off my chest. He called me last Monday night. He said he didn't want to hear me bitch and what not about him being gone. He knew he was gonna hear it anyway, but whatever. So I told him I need to think about us and what is going to happen. I am going to decide. I refuse to leave it up to him. I already know what I am going to do I am just letting him stew in it like I was forced to. I will call him Thursday and end it. He has only called a few times and I have instructed all to tell him I am busy. I am still hurt and angry that he could be so inconsiderate of my feelings. So anyway, back into hiding.