WTF???

Rob and I got into last night because on my MySpace page it said "I'm the girl who is constantly reminded of her mistakes and has them shoved down her throat." That WAS my headline. But he got all pissed off cuz he says it is negative. Well, that headline says more about me than anything I can say. At least I don't have my tits hangin out and it says I'm divorced (I actually put that I'm married so no one tries any funny shit!!!!!!!!!) and that my occupation is a partier. That would be his sister's. She isn't divorced. She is VERY married for 7 years. So I tell him that and it doesn't matter to him. I mean, good Lord, his name is at the top and I have changed the headline to read "Hopelessly in love with RAL (actually says his name...)". He is all over my page!
I think he cheated on his wife and she paid him back with the same token (his saying!!) and he is afraid I will do the same. Sorry bud. Not like that. So anyway, I have changed it. He still is pissed off but you know what? I will get over it. If he doesn't, well then that is his problem! His antics are getting old. Just because I love him doesn't mean I have to put up with his crap. I have told him that. He needs to see that I love him. Despite all of his faults. He doesn't understand that he is NOT perfect! He says he knows it but he is so high up on his high horse that sooner or later he is gonna fall off and it's a LONG way down!!!!!!!!! So that is my rant for the day. Why can't he just try to be happy? Isn't that what all humankind strives for? Happiness?

Life is beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back! Im happy! And I am completely in love with Robert!!!!!!!!! My computer is up and running and now I can blog all I want! The last year has had its up and downs. The biggest leap forward is that we now live together. It hasnt been perfect the last 9 months but it's been really really good! I have put my anger aside and am still learning to put aside the cheating. I have forgiven him 90% but I can't forget. I keep trying but it's not working.
On another note, when I get batteries for my camera I will be updating Giselle's page. She was soooo small! Now she is potty trained and quite the little princess! My oldest son is having a blast in high school! He has a steady girlfriend (who I am not quite sure I like) and lots of friends. He did pretty well in school this year. I am proud. My 15 year old is going to make me tear out my hair! He thinks he knows it all. Of course I think we all did at 15! My thirteen year old is doing very well too. Loves middle school and has already had girls calling my house! AAARRRGGGHHH! My 11 year old graduated 5th grade and starts middle school in the fall despite needing Special Education classes. They thought they would have to hold him back but they got it together and got him the help he needs.
All in all life is beautiful. I get to wake up to the people who mean the most to me! I have a good paying job and have a lot of new friends. This is one post where I can honestly say I can't complain. I have it good.