Not too much has been going on...

but I am taking things one day at a time. He blew me off Saturday night even though we had made plans the day before. He didn't answer his phone and then he turned it off. I'm starting to back off harder and he has noticed. He asked me if I was seeing anyone else. I said no and asked him why he would ask me that. I knew why but I wasn't gonna let him know that. He just said that I didn't seem to be making an effort in spending time with him. Yeah, this is after he blew me off. I didn't keep my cool either though when I confronted him Sunday morning when he decided to call. I didn't care. I told him if he was cheating on me to let me go. If I am not enough for him there is a man somewhere out there who I am enough for. He is insisting that he isn't cheating but my gut says otherwise. Supposedly he was with his sister on Saturday and I asked if we were still on. He was disant and vague but I blew it off. Then Sunday when he's over he says something about calling his mom cuz he hasn't talked to her all weekend. She was supposedly at his sister's house. So he obviously wasn't there. When I asked him where he really was he said he was at his sister's. I confronted him about how he blew his own cover and he still insisted he was there. Now I'm thinking maybe he was there. But maybe he didn't show up alone. His sisters all covered for him the last time he cheated on me. Who's to say they wouldn't do it again. It's frustrating. So I'm pulling away. And I am making sure it is noticeable. Let him think what he wants. I know I am a faithful person. Two years and I'm still as hot for him as I was when I met him.
I invited him over for dinner tonight. I said if you show up you do. If you don't you don't. I don't think he'll come. God forbid he make some sort of effort in this relationship. I'm tired of being the only one who works at it. He was married for 7 years. He knows it's a two way street. Maybe that's why the first chance his wife got she went and cheated on him and subsequently left him for this other guy. I'm beginning to understand her motives.