Just when I didn't think life could get any worse...

Okay, so I get a phone call at 9:30 this morning from a doctor to come in for an interview. I get there 20 minutes early to show responsibility (there is NO ONE in this place but a few patients), I fill out the application and wait. So the doctor is the one who greeted me. I assumed as much but wasn't really sure. So after he gets teh patients taken care of he leads me to his office and the interview begins. It goes allright despite two interruptions. So then he says "It's a salaried position, I can't offer insurance because with just the two of us it wouldn't be practical." Then he proceeds to show me what I would be doing. Working some machinery, and yada yada yada. So then he says the hours, still going okay although I would be basically busting ass all day long at 10 and a half hours a day. Still, I enjoy being busy. The kicker is what comes next. He says to me "Well I have a few more applicants and if I still think you're right for the job I will call you in for a second interview." Apparently he hasn't done this before. All the things he did is what you do for someone who is getting the job. The first time he left the office during the interview I asked God to give me this job. After he told me the benefits and pay and such he was pulled out again and I thanked God for giving me this job. Then it all gets dashed to hell. Why? I am horrible at interviews. But I have to remember each one is a learning tool. I'm tired of learning tools. I want a fucking job! I'm tired of being broke. I know I had to have done something right if he had shown me what I was to do. But for the life of me I don't know what. I was so tempted to tell him I could start right then and cancel the other interview for him. Would that have been appropriate? I didn't think so either. But it might have shown something. I am so depressed right now. I went to Monster and those dumbasses still keep offering me jobs I have no skills in. They keep giving me stuff like "Management for a small manufacturing company" or "Install airconditioners for AAA Co" and shit I'm not even qualified for! What the hell are they doing there? Is one person trying to singlehandedly create chaos for the place? If he/she is, it's working from where I am sitting from. So now it's back to the streets, and the paper and the net. Maybe I shouldn't have quit the job from hell. Well, it doesn't matter, I would have been fired by now anyway. No one I worked with is still there. Except maybe one girl. But I doubt it. She was his whipping board for awhile and I hope she got out of there in a hurry.